Don't wanna be sly and abide you Desecrate my mind every night 'n' you I just wanna break this ground, but it's hard when I'm so run down And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal Trying to bring myself back again Sometimes I hate the life I made Everything's wrong everytime Pushing on I can't escape Everything that comes my way It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time Holding on I'm lost in a haze. Fighting life till the end of my days. Don't wanna be rude but I have to. Nothings good about the hell you put me through I just need to look around, see the life that has come unbound. And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal Trying to bring myself back from the dead Sometimes I hate the life I made Everything's wrong everytime Pushing on I can't escape everything that comes my way. It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time. Sometimes I hate the life I made Everything's wrong everytime Pushing on I can't escape everything that comes my way. It's haunting me, taking it's sweet time. Holding on I'm lost in a haze. Fighting life till the end of my days. Holding on I'm lost in a haze. Fighting life till the end of my days.