[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:02.26]From the scrapes and bruises [00:07.83]To the familiar abuses [00:14.06]I'll kick and scream [00:16.44]But it never changes anything [00:26.29]I could spill my guts out [00:31.81]Wearing my best little girl pout [00:37.89]I almost missed it [00:41.94]But nobody said this was gonna be easy [00:47.02]This is not the man [00:49.04]I hoped to be [00:50.60]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding [00:54.14]I don't know how to word it [00:56.70]I just started to deserve it [00:59.67]And all my,all my faces are alibis, and me [01:09.31]I'm half the man [01:10.92]I wanted to be [01:13.98]Most times it comes out wrong [01:19.97]I don't know the words but [01:22.62]I'll hum along [01:25.89]There's nothing familiar here anymore [01:31.81]To anyone or anything enough to feel alive [01:38.49]And I still taste that sickness [01:44.22]And it makes me crazy without it at best [01:50.40]But I'm in the same place [01:53.91]I used to be [01:55.43]But I'm trying harder not to be [01:59.86]This is not the man [02:01.42]I hoped to be [02:03.03]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding [02:06.59]I don't know how to word it [02:09.36]I just started to deserve it [02:13.09]And all my ,all my faces are alibis, and me [02:21.95]I'm half the man [02:23.67]I wanted to be [02:44.08]So what am I,what am I,so what am I [02:48.89]And all my [02:52.41]All my faces are alibis [03:00.09]This is not the man [03:01.99]I hoped to be [03:03.21]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding [03:06.72]I don't know how the words go [03:09.69]I just started not to say no [03:14.08]Don't want it, don't get it [03:16.90]I know you won't regret it [03:19.90]Don't surface, don't surface [03:22.88]And I feel so damn worthless [03:26.35]Another day is gone [03:28.27]And all my faces are alibis ,all my faces are alibis and me [03:43.18]I'm half the man [03:45.14]I wanted to be