Lately, right now I feel like it's all over 'Cause I've been trapped inside my head for so long I'm sorry, I should've called when I was sober But some days I get scared to be alone I, I'm blacking out And I can't help it I, I scream and shout And I can't help Sleeping with the light on every night I can't stand my bedroom, I put blankets on the couch It's killing me, I'm burning up inside I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out I'm seeing sounds, I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out, I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out, I'm freaking out It's stupid But I'm better off when I stay quiet Cause I push away all the ones that hold me close I'm losing My mind, on yeah, I just can't take it I'm in the corner, yeah I'm bleeding on the ropes I I'm blacking out and I can't help it I I scream and shout And I can't help it Sleeping with the light on every night I can't stand my bedroom, I put blankets on the couch It's killing me, I'm burning up inside I'm a mess right now and I'm just freaking out I'm seeing sounds, I'm freaking out I'm freaking out, I'm freaking out I'm freaking out, I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out