[00:09.36]Your boys met me at the gates
[00:12.57]Dangled keys and hazed
[00:14.01]With promised fates.
[00:18.30]I wish I could unknow what it's like
[00:21.65]To have my body made a battlefield.
[00:27.02]They paid until I owed
[00:31.06]Felt so trapped
[00:32.11]Like I'd been bought and sold.
[00:36.45]While they played power games, got stoned,
[00:39.53]I blamed myself and forgot who was in control.
[00:42.88]
[00:46.52]I've walked too deep inside a man's world
[00:51.96]Lost my strength
[00:53.31]Forgotten what I came for
[00:56.49]And I know I'm not the first
[00:59.79]That you've made defend her word
[01:04.43]When I refuse to be coerced
[01:07.36]Somehow I'm subversive?
[01:09.01]I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time
[01:11.15]But I'm not guilty
[01:12.66]So why do I feel guilty?
[01:18.20]So guilty
[01:22.01]
[01:23.51]As the gavel pounds
[01:26.44]Touch my navel and I know deep down
[01:32.27]Came all this way to see the shape your silhouette makes
[01:36.91]When you turn from me.
[01:42.85]I've walked too deep inside a man's world
[01:47.44]Lost my strength
[01:48.78]Forgotten what I came for
[01:50.78]
[01:50.93]And I know I'm not the first
[01:55.19]That you've made defend her word
[01:59.57]When I refuse to be coerced
[02:02.73]Somehow I'm subversive?
[02:04.22]I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time
[02:06.31]But I'm not guilty
[02:08.21]So why do I feel guilty?
[02:13.40]So guilty
[02:17.85]Why do I feel guilty?
[02:22.89]So guilty
[02:28.63]Can I forgive myself, for myself?
[02:34.73]Too heavy to carry
[02:38.62]Can I forgive myself, for myself?
[02:43.81]Too heavy to carry
[02:47.48]
[02:48.07]And I know I'm not the first
[02:53.03]That you've made defend her word
[02:57.47]When I refuse to be coerced
[03:00.47]Somehow I'm subversive?
[03:02.01]I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time
[03:04.00]But I'm not guilty
[03:05.95]So why do I feel guilty?
[03:11.37]So guilty
[03:15.51]Why do I feel guilty?
[03:20.54]So guilty
[03:25.54]Why should I feel
[03:28.07]Why should I feel so guilty?
[03:37.25]Why should I feel so guilty?
[03:43.23]No no no no no