Paulie God I've got gorillas on my chest, but there's demons in my brain Even though your mind is numb, I'll still make sure you feel my pain Could manipulate your *****, or I could write a song like this But you wouldn't get the message, till I hang or slit my wrist I'm that young Charles Manson, while you're just Chris Hansen Used to shop at Hot Topic, when I spilled blood on the floor No one is dancing, gun up to my head, I can't sleep in my own bed At least Midnight have some album art, to use when they find me dead You don't know me (Trust me you don't) You don't know me (And trust me, you won't) But I can still, slit my wrist, stab my thighs Oh my God I wanna die, rip my heart out, cut my eyes Only aim is suicide, only dead thing in the room Someone come rescue me, come save me soon I've been drowning inside of my own thoughts Beginning to lose air I'm in a typhoon, yeah Aye, it's that ************* **** **** I'm a leader, two liters full of potion 29 grams in my ounces Ask my plug he would tell you I'm a good kid Ask my mom she would tell you I'm a good kid Ask my thot she would tell you I got that good **** Ask my pops? I don't even ******* know him I know why he left; 'cause he couldn't ******* handle this Can't nobody handle this, watch me do my damage ***** Loud pack look like amethyst, yeah, it's really me I'm Lil Peep Please don't panic ***** Blow up with my team That's my dream, *****, we getting rich Making ******* scream, uh Man this xanax got me ****** up man my bad