Used to feel a lot now I don't feel sh1t
I guess that that's just how it is
And I really wanna change the way i live
But I don't think I'll find it in me to forgive myself
for all of the stuff I did
To compromise my brain after all of the stuff you did so
Where do I go, where do I go from here
Take my hand and you show me where to go from here
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

Hey October promise you're never over
As long as I'm never sober you'll never make me colder
And yeah I called her, told her I want to hold her
She said I don't know maybe when we're older
And the leaves start dying like I do
I'd like to chill cause I like you
Lots of things that this fxxked world might do
I will go through the dark just to find you
This pain won't go unless you let it
But get it, don't know where my head is
All I know is that I'm betted
Imma spend it on me cause I'm selfish
And the leaves start dying like I do
I'd like to chill cause I like you
Lots of things that this fxxked world might do
I will go through the dark just to find you