I realize that my feelings are unfortunate and insignificant
But it's hard to build immunity over time, especially overnight
I guess for now I'll settle on conversations that are forced and meaningless
And then wonder why I'm so depressed that I can't even cry anymore
This constant mid-life crisis is getting old
I want to fall in love without being destroyed
But if history has taught me anything
I'll get the opposite of what I'd like to receive
I'll tune my heart to a different frequency
Remove this white noise
Regain some clarity
Become a better me