[00:58.68]I realize that my feelings are unfortunate and insignificant [01:20.31]But it's hard to build immunity over time, especially overnight [01:43.01]I guess for now I'll settle on conversations that are forced and meaningless [02:04.40]And then wonder why I'm so depressed that I can't even cry anymore [02:44.40]This constant mid-life crisis is getting old [02:55.45]I want to fall in love without being destroyed [03:06.08]But if history has taught me anything [03:15.85]I'll get the opposite of what I'd like to receive [03:45.29]I'll tune my heart to a different frequency [04:05.77]Remove this white noise [04:15.64]Regain some clarity [04:24.60]Become a better me