You see me walking away What more could I say than sorry I failed by all your complaints You pushed a life change but it's not me And filthy hands lay upon my chest Lay upon my sin, but I do it for green And in your mind you are blind And your back turn so fine Where were you when I needed you most So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me My self-indulgence to blame For all of the shame in the family You don't know what it's like How I feel how I cry How I hate the way I hate my life So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me