I wake up early I sleep at home I try to find love from a stranger on my phone My vision blurry So I forget Dying to hold you But you left me here for dead Oooh How could I do what I've done if I'm in love? Oooh You know I did what I did, you loaded the gun And I, don't wanna think about you anyway I do it anyway Yeah I, didn't mean to do it every day I do it anyway (**** it) Oooh, I do it anyway Oooh, I do it anyway I, don't wanna think about you anyway I do it anyway (I do it anyway) Messin' with monsters up in my head Lied to myself, lying beside her in my bed Paint over pictures you left behind I'd punch through walls if it would make it change your mind Oooh (Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh) How could I do what I've done if I'm in love? Oooh (Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh) You know I did what I did, you loaded the gun And I, don't wanna think about you anyway I do it anyway Yeah I, didn't mean to do it every day I do it anyway (**** it) Oooh, I do it anyway Oooh, I do it anyway I, don't wanna think about you anyway I do it anyway (I do it anyway) Oooh (Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh) How could I do what I've done if I'm in love?(If I'm in love?) Oooh (Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh) You know I did what I did, you loaded the gun And I, don't wanna think about you anyway I do it anyway Yeah I, didn't mean to do it every day I do it anyway Oooh, I do it anyway Oooh, I do it anyway I, don't wanna think about you anyway I do it anyway I do it anyway