[00:00.000] 作曲 : 梨子
[00:00.003] 作词 : 梨子
[00:00.09]《抑郁患者的自述》
[00:05.88]作词：梨子
[00:11.24]原曲：Dance with the devil
[00:16.44]演唱：梨子
[00:19.44]录音/混音：张浩辕
[00:20.65]录音室/混音室：“鬼乐”Studio
[00:22.27]每次醒来又是到了黑夜
[00:24.28]我除了烦躁依旧是 憎恨这个世界
[00:26.96]梦中全部都是泪和血的情节
[00:29.14]这一切快要把我摧毁快要精神**
[00:32.23]每一天都在寻找新的方法解脱可却
[00:34.79]事与愿违我却仍旧找不到这结果
[00:37.24]老实说 脑中隐匿着看不见的野火
[00:40.19]我烧毁掉所有向世人宣告我的杰作
[00:43.00]我祈求上天能够给我一片净土 坟墓
[00:45.78]浑身散发着丧气不敢去对任何人倾诉
[00:48.38]我愤怒 愚蠢的人们大多根本不懂得醒悟
[00:51.27]恐怖 浮躁的社会你比谁都清楚
[00:54.92]yeah I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[00:59.03]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡边缘
[01:01.66]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一点我借你吉言
[01:04.74]別把自己当作了圣人
[01:06.03]救世主也不可能承认
[01:07.38]话说多像满嘴在喷粪
[01:08.83]修行没到不可能封神
[01:10.13]无力的乏力全都索然无味
[01:12.41]灵魂脱离身体变轻慢慢往下去坠
[01:15.12]开始疯了恨了怨了恨不得你把我杀了
[01:17.84]他们懵了沉了厌了恨不得撕下我伤疤
[01:20.44]你对我说醉吧累吧睡吧别想那么多了
[01:23.21]我回答你说会吗没吧废了到此为止吧
[01:27.25]yeah I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[01:31.09]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡边缘
[01:33.83]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一点
[01:36.68]I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[01:39.35]I don't give a **** 坠入万丈深渊
[01:41.93]I don't give a **** 站在死亡边缘
[01:44.68]I don't give a **** 就差那么一点
[01:47.78]人性的泯灭是多么的可悲
[01:49.07]寒风在凛冽身心很疲惫
[01:50.42]活在黑暗之中的我还能相信谁
[01:52.78]被封尘的秘密又有谁会选择回味
[01:55.27]**纵的傀儡不敢反驳只能说对
[01:58.27]内心逐渐变得压抑自闭
[01:59.73]邪恶的念头生长肆意
[02:01.17]上帝托梦给我告知我耶稣真正的死期
[02:03.92]封闭了自己 只剩下死寂
[02:05.21]由不得自己 只是滩烂泥
[02:06.54]谁给我激励 不想再消极
[02:07.92]看不见的东西把我压得快要失去气息
[02:10.90]正在剥夺周围的空气 于是我哭泣
[02:12.66]放过我求你让我再继续活下去 yeah
[02:16.95]我试着发出最后一个求救信号
[02:19.39]我知道 休息的时间马上要来到
[02:22.20]我祷告 世间的他们别再有哀嚎
[02:24.82]很糟糕 心魔在缠绕我根本就睡不着
[02:28.26]劳拉西泮是我服下的解药
[02:31.80]yeah I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[02:35.60]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡边缘
[02:38.18]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一点
[02:41.15]I don't care about what ya gonna do man
[02:43.91]I don't give a fxxk 坠入万丈深渊
[02:46.49]I don't give a fxxk 站在死亡边缘
[02:49.28]I don't give a fxxk 就差那么一点 一点
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