[00:55.719]Sometimes I watch and breathe in candles [01:10.642]All my life I've been confused [01:25.651]As I grew up [01:29.383]I filled my cup [01:32.895]Even though I didn't want to stay [01:40.478]As I grew up [01:44.116]I spilled my guts [01:47.677]Even though I didn't want to say [01:58.184]I see a big boat [02:05.566]Riding the big wave [02:11.014]High John [02:14.454]High John [02:18.254]Takes me right to the open gate [02:39.614]Sometimes lost in holy grandeur [02:54.394]All my life I've been misused [03:08.641]As I grew up [03:12.061]I filled my cup [03:15.560]Even though I didn't want to stay [03:22.809]As I grew up [03:26.211]I spilled my guts [03:29.727]Even though I didn't want to say [03:39.563]I see a big boat [03:46.583]Riding the big wave [03:51.688]High John [03:55.082]High John [03:58.729]Takes me right to the open gate [05:15.958]Sometimes I watch and breathe in candles [05:31.208]All my life I've been confused