[00:00.000] 作曲 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Matthew Champion/Russell Boring/Romil Hemnani
[00:00.000] 作词 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Matthew Champion/Russell Boring/Romil Hemnani
[00:00.02]I could barely rap, I could barely dance
[00:01.49]I could barely laugh, I could barely hang
[00:02.89]And there's a male stripper doing a belly dance for me
[00:04.58]And my boyfriend still the same
[00:05.93]And I'm drunk as ****, ***** sucks up
[00:07.33]For a reason to get my bucks up,
[00:08.79]And the reason I care about society is a good enough reason
[00:11.55]Just to hire me
[00:12.16]But honestly, see my mom can't walk
[00:13.45]And her lungs don't work like they used to
[00:14.91]And I feel like it's my fault 'cause of music
[00:16.39]I be saying s**t just to ******* ruined it, I'm truant
[00:18.63]But truthfully, the words had damage and it's fooling me
[00:21.00]But even more cruel to be,
[00:22.50]This is here for you ****** that paid to hear me
[00:24.05]Sometimes I be wondering, why I been tripping off
[00:27.11]And I should probably spend my time
[00:28.21]Writing rhymes in the dentist's office
[00:30.02]That's killing two birds with one stone
[00:32.16]When I was younger, way before I was grown,
[00:34.29]I wanted a deal with Death Row or Rhymesayers
[00:36.98]I'm saving my time for mics later
[00:38.92]I might save it, depending on the s**t that y'all write later
[00:42.12]I hate writers; I hate tweets;
[00:43.65]I hate journalists
[00:44.71]They hate truth; they hate peace; they want my ****** to burn
[00:47.50]Flicking on the face of my wrist watch
[00:50.56]Watch the time stop just to speak up, watch life unfold
[00:53.78]And between the tick-tocks speeding down the one way
[00:56.66]**** these signs, **** these lights, put my life on the line
[00:59.86]When it feel right, I'm fine
[01:01.29]Not I'm not lyin', don't ask me
[01:02.89]I'll pay the fine, I'll pay the toll,
[01:04.56]Just hope I don't crash it
[01:05.98]But hey, if I do, it will be a blaze of glory
[01:08.80]Engulfed by the manifestation of death behind me
[01:11.82]All my life I've felt inadequate,
[01:13.50]And through the years I've dealt with tragedy after tragedy
[01:16.51]God, send a message
[01:17.88]Send a messenger my way
[01:19.20]Never claimed to be a saint, forgive me
[01:21.48]Feel like the light that I was blessed with has diminished
[01:24.00]I'm haunted, by the visions of my youth turned true
[01:26.62]I've come to expect my expectations aren't true
[01:29.84]But I'm a master of believing my lies
[01:31.92]And you can't break me, and I can break at the speed of light
[01:36.36]I'm afraid to share the bed, what if she want money later
[01:38.94]Like She got laid off, uh, hit my lawyer for some paper
[01:41.93]I'm afraid to speak my pains like you're lucky where you at
[01:44.78]You cool but quit complaining 'bout all dat
[01:47.82]That's why I'm showing up late
[01:49.50]I'm not tryna be a ****, but my time is not to waste
[01:52.44]For myself, for the small talk with my sensei
[01:54.69]Where my sense at?
[01:56.16]Four-cylinder go round
[01:57.37]Lincoln Tahoe pick me up
[01:58.96]Drop me off, I got bubble under my biceps,
[02:01.44]Meet me into the sidestep
[02:03.04]Ego is getting sized up, I be on butterfly effect
[02:06.21]**** it I'll be myself now, tell 'em I take no s**t now
[02:09.05]Tell 'em they work for me now, tell 'em my tears, they bleed down
[02:12.12]Tell 'em I work like what, what time for me now
[02:14.99]Wondering who is me now, wondering where you been now
[02:18.04]Lose you in crowds, I see you now
[02:19.61]Fourteen, I see 'em all inside of me now
[02:21.47]Bank account with less fees now
[02:23.37]Make it from ways to feed now,
[02:24.96]Thinking of ways to be everything
[02:26.88]But right now
[02:35.12]It's crazy how things
[02:36.85]That are best reminisce when we check ourselves
[02:38.69]It's crazy how people who left started feeling left out
[02:40.86]When we set for health
[02:42.05]Still a custom to nights filled with solitude
[02:43.61]I don't always remember to call goodnight
[02:45.02]I don't always remember my altitude
[02:46.44]I don't always remember to stop the fight
[02:47.96]But I might check my sight
[02:49.00]It ain't right, yeah I know
[02:50.52]But my strife overwhelms, every night
[02:52.72]Until I'm forced to close my eyes
[02:54.27]Brain disease, parasite, eating me from inside
[02:57.25]Emotions bleed, I can't believe
[02:58.67]How I'm slipping through the night
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