[00:00.57]So can you rescue me
[00:06.75]Because my ship is sinking
[00:10.88]
[00:13.08]And I'm drowning at sea
[00:18.92]So can you rescue me, from me
[00:25.60]Can you rescue me?
[00:29.11]
[00:30.73]I was losing my mind like I was trying to lose it
[00:33.48]Using my time for using, abusing my grind
[00:36.04]This is my own honest view of who I am behind this, music
[00:40.15]Ryan the whole bottle of patron Connoisseur
[00:42.85]At a point in time I thought I blew it, doing crime
[00:45.23]I would've washed a pill down with a shot of my own spinal fluid
[00:48.77]And my momma knew it, she saw especially right through it
[00:51.52]That I wasn't protected because peer pressure be like (do it)
[00:54.52]But I couldn't fight through it, the beef started
[00:56.72]The streets caught up, at least we didn't get caught up in deceased orders
[01:00.46]It's Slaughterhouse, cause Shady, me, Porter
[01:02.77]Sat down and made peace over Porterhouse and peace Porter
[01:06.28]Some stupid bitch done turned my girl against me
[01:08.48]Should've tattooed the earth on my arm feel like the world's against me
[01:11.49]Soon as I paraded, here come the rain falling the name calling
[01:14.69]From the cuz I never met with his hand out like I'm straight balling
[01:18.06]Feel like I knocked the 8 ball in
[01:19.87]Every time I shoot a move I literally can't call it
[01:22.79]Am I afraid of success? Let me think on it
[01:25.22]I just got nervous, let me drink on it
[01:27.42]Think I just answered yes but not on purpose
[01:29.65]I pass the church and through the Son, Father, and Holy Spirt
[01:32.60]But I'm only near it, man I need to pass the service
[01:35.23]I'm drowning cause I'm so tired of treading
[01:37.18]So Lord when you get a second please
[01:38.92]So can you rescue me
[01:44.44]Because my ship is sinking
[01:48.14]
[01:50.36]And I'm drowning at sea
[01:55.91]So can you rescue me, from me
[02:02.04]Can you rescue me?
[02:04.65]I wake up and my shirt is leaking, covered in sweat
[02:07.42]I'm dreaming of being murdered when I'm sleeping
[02:09.44]Picture a person beefing, with himself
[02:11.37]And it's even, worse when I'm drinking
[02:13.42]It hurts when I'm thinking, me versus my personal demons
[02:16.68]I'm reaching for my nine
[02:18.11]If I point it at myself will it help to quiet the demons screaming in my mind?
[02:21.63]And if I go, to the other side
[02:23.68]Just tell my mother it was her prayers that kept her young'un thugging son alive
[02:27.37]Plus my daughters and my butterfly, tell my son that I, love him
[02:30.99]Tell my nieces and nephews their uncle tried
[02:33.17]To take this music to the fucking peak
[02:35.55]But I'm still a drug dealer as we fucking speak, that's fucking weak
[02:39.42]Behind the tours and fanfare, hospitals and cat scans
[02:42.56]Shoulder, when they call him bipolar, happiest mad man
[02:45.31]Don't know my story, my struggle, the demons that I combat
[02:47.86]Or how I'm starin' at them waiting for eye contact, beyond that
[02:50.79]I got a soul mate that's naive, so the thought of me is prison to her
[02:54.34]Baby momma that's crazy and a ten year old who listen's to her
[02:57.58]My fam and friends think I'm the bank
[02:59.70]And the way they keep coming back you think I'd got thanked
[03:02.45]To you it's a dream, to me it's labor, these aren't monsters, these my neighbors
[03:05.31]And you watch each others back, I guess its favor for a favor
[03:08.65]Sometimes they even save me, when my wrist is to that razor
[03:11.71]So can you rescue me
[03:17.76]Because my ship is sinking
[03:21.52]
[03:23.79]And I'm drowning at sea
[03:29.36]So can you rescue me, from me
[03:35.53]Can you rescue me?