作曲 : DME 作词 : DME Pain inside my head, 头痛不已, Pressure from my back, 亚历山大, Act like I just don’t care but actually I want everyone really recognize me, 看上去我根本不在乎,其实我很需要你的认同, Frustrations paralyze me, 挫折让我麻木, Ask god everytime why me? 问上帝,为何每次都是我? There’s no one who look like me. 就没有一个人像我, There”s no one I can’t do this no more just like Onfroy said, 我不能再这样(XXX一首歌) Stuck between my dreams and fact 在梦境与现实中交织, my feelings they all went sad, 感觉很丧, I wanna let go of my bad emotions, 想要摆脱坏情绪, But it just keeps coming back. 但是无济于事, Depression become definition , 失落成为了我的定义, Inside my heart is freezin’ I don’t need a reason, 毫无缘由,我的心被冻住了, My mind can’t go up while people tell me so what, 无法积极向上,即使他们一直在劝我, So many guys tryna show off so I don’t wanna show up. 那么多人在炫耀,所以我选择消失, I just want to be heard as a person, Not as a patient. 我想要被倾听,而不是被当作一个病人, Losing my patience on what I’m gon facin’ 没有耐心再去面对一些问题了, Eaten by my depression, get reputation and wanna get money, 被我的失落感吞噬,想要赚钱, Life is precious , not funny, 生命宝贵,这一点并不好笑, Can’t tell difference between you and me, 和你之间的区别好像已经分不清了, Walk in my shoes you’ll see, 如果你成为我就会明白, What kind of person I used to be, 我曾经是个怎样的人, And what kind of person I hate to be, 我又讨厌成为怎样的人, the truth is, 真相是, Maybe I never get noticed, 可能我再也不会被注意到, Just bury me inside the deepest fear within my memories I feel the coldest, 在我记忆最深处的恐惧中将我埋葬,我感到极度寒冷, What I really hope is, 我所希望的是, No matter what happen to me I never lose my focus, 无论如何,我都不要分心, Forever keep my **** ******, 永远让自己的作品保持一流, It’s a blasphemy, 这是一种亵渎, sad to see, 悲伤地发现, I’m about to lose grip of my destiny 我已经快要失去对命运的控制。