[00:00.000] 作曲 : DME
[00:01.000] 作词 : DME
[00:14.485]Pain inside my head,
[00:16.197]头痛不已，
[00:17.992]Pressure from my back,
[00:18.182]亚历山大，
[00:18.600]Act like I just don’t care but actually I want everyone really recognize me,
[00:19.548]看上去我根本不在乎，其实我很需要你的认同，
[00:22.108]Frustrations paralyze me,
[00:23.175]挫折让我麻木，
[00:24.390]Ask god everytime why me?
[00:25.536]问上帝，为何每次都是我？
[00:26.664]There’s no one who look like me.
[00:27.444]就没有一个人像我，
[00:27.925]There”s no one
[00:28.619]I can’t do this no more just like Onfroy said,
[00:30.244]我不能再这样（XXX一首歌）
[00:31.594]Stuck between my dreams and fact
[00:32.622]在梦境与现实中交织，
[00:33.536]my feelings they all went sad,
[00:34.537]感觉很丧，
[00:35.486]I wanna let go of my bad emotions,
[00:36.584]想要摆脱坏情绪，
[00:37.516]But it just keeps coming back.
[00:38.488]但是无济于事，
[00:39.439]Depression become definition ,
[00:40.361]失落成为了我的定义，
[00:41.117]Inside my heart is freezin’
[00:42.099]I don’t need a reason,
[00:42.972]毫无缘由，我的心被冻住了，
[00:43.948]My mind can’t go up while people tell me so what,
[00:45.928]无法积极向上，即使他们一直在劝我，
[00:47.211]So many guys tryna show off so I don’t wanna show up.
[00:48.488]那么多人在炫耀，所以我选择消失，
[00:50.741]I just want to be heard as a person,
[00:53.005]Not as a patient.
[00:53.878]我想要被倾听，而不是被当作一个病人，
[00:54.274]Losing my patience on what I’m gon facin’
[00:55.193]没有耐心再去面对一些问题了，
[00:56.426]Eaten by my depression,
[00:57.727]get reputation and wanna get money,
[00:59.552]被我的失落感吞噬，想要赚钱，
[01:00.174]Life is precious ,
[01:00.849]not funny,
[01:01.613]生命宝贵，这一点并不好笑，
[01:02.051]Can’t tell difference between you and me,
[01:03.509]和你之间的区别好像已经分不清了，
[01:04.288]Walk in my shoes you’ll see,
[01:05.243]如果你成为我就会明白，
[01:05.992]What kind of person I used to be,
[01:07.181]我曾经是个怎样的人，
[01:07.864]And what kind of person I hate to be,
[01:08.918]我又讨厌成为怎样的人，
[01:09.647]the truth is,
[01:10.360]真相是，
[01:10.708]Maybe I never get noticed,
[01:11.608]可能我再也不会被注意到，
[01:12.204]Just bury me inside the deepest fear within my memories I feel the coldest,
[01:15.108]在我记忆最深处的恐惧中将我埋葬，我感到极度寒冷，
[01:16.538]What I really hope is,
[01:17.916]我所希望的是，
[01:18.333]No matter what  happen to me I never lose my focus,
[01:19.650]无论如何，我都不要分心，
[01:21.289]Forever keep my **** ******,
[01:22.893]永远让自己的作品保持一流，
[01:23.667]It’s a blasphemy,
[01:24.462]这是一种亵渎，
[01:24.833]sad to see,
[01:25.219]悲伤地发现，
[01:25.709]I’m about to lose grip of my destiny
[01:26.856]我已经快要失去对命运的控制。