作曲 : 无
 作词 : SavaGeShadYY
I know I'm not the man you want me to be我知道我没有你想让我成为的样子
I try my best why can't you see that我已尽我所能了可你为何看不见
I'm doing more than you can imagine我所做的远超你的想象范围
In different ways that you can't understand以不同的方式 可你无法理解
Because you see the world in a different light因为你戴着有色眼镜去看这个世界
When you wake up in the morning you ain't gotta fight早晨醒来你不必自我斗争
To convince yourself that it'll be alright相信自己 一切都会好起来的
And when you're looking at the mirror and you see the sight of your face当你照镜子时看着自己的脸
Is it something you hate, or is it something you love?你是讨厌还是喜欢呢？
I can't tell the difference我无法分辨
Cause all the above are the same to me因为上述一切对我而言都无异
So I can't understand what you want from me, but...所以我无法理解你想从我身上得到什么,但是...
I tried my best to make you happy我费尽心思去让你开心
I tried my best to make you proud我竭尽所能去让你骄傲
And all I wanted was an answer我想要的只是一个回答
But I feel lost when you're around但你在身边时我又迷失了
I tried my best to fake a smile我勉强挤出一个微笑
But it looks better on your face但它在你脸上更合适
And now I'm in a never-ending cycle如今我困于一个无限循环中
Feeling the same as yesterday和昨天一模一样的感觉
Yeah
I'm feeling conflicted as always我像往常一样感觉十分矛盾
And every night ends the same way每个夜晚都以同样的方式结束
I always pretend to be okay我总是装作没事
Stayin awake till the next day一直睡到第二天
And I don't know why我也不知是为何
All of my feelings are hitting me所有的情感都在打击着我
I try to deny, but they wanna reply我试图否认 可它们想要回击我
Cause it's all in my head so I guess I can't lie to myself, nah因为这一切都在我脑海里 所以我想我无法欺骗自己
Guess I can't lie to myself我想我无法欺骗自己
This is the hardest I've fell这是我度过的最艰难的日子
Guess I'm still under your spell我觉得我还在你的魔咒下
Cause this is the most that I've felt因为我强烈地感受到了
I know you can't feel what I'm going through我知道你感受不到我当下所经历的
So please don't pretend just to say you do所以请不要伪装 说出来就好了
I don't know what I can say just to make you believe我不知道说什么才能让你相信
That I'm trying as hard as i can尽我所能努力着
I tried my best to make you happy费尽心思去让你开心
I tried my best to make you proud竭尽所能去让你骄傲
And all I wanted was an answer想要的只是一个回答
But I feel lost when you're around但你在身边时我又迷失了
I tried my best to fake a smile我勉强挤出一个微笑
But it looks better on your face但它在你脸上更合适
And now I'm in a never-ending cycle如今我困于一个无限循环中
Feeling the same as yesterday和昨天一模一样的感觉
And i try my best to just be happy我费尽心思去让你开心
I tried my best to make you proud我竭尽所能去让你骄傲
And all I wanted was acceptance我想要的只是一个回答
To be someone you'd like to keep around但你在身边时我又迷失了
And I tried my best to make you smile我勉强挤出一个微笑
Cuase it looks better on your face但它在你脸上更合适
Now I'm in a never-ending cycle如今我困于一个无限循环中
I'm feeling the same as yesterday和昨天一模一样的感觉