[00:00.000] 作曲 : 无 [00:01.000] 作词 : SavaGeShadYY [00:14.74]I know I'm not the man you want me to be我知道我没有你想让我成为的样子 [00:18.28]I try my best why can't you see that我已尽我所能了可你为何看不见 [00:22.20]I'm doing more than you can imagine我所做的远超你的想象范围 [00:25.64]In different ways that you can't understand以不同的方式 可你无法理解 [00:29.97]Because you see the world in a different light因为你戴着有色眼镜去看这个世界 [00:32.37]When you wake up in the morning you ain't gotta fight早晨醒来你不必自我斗争 [00:34.21]To convince yourself that it'll be alright相信自己 一切都会好起来的 [00:36.05]And when you're looking at the mirror and you see the sight of your face当你照镜子时看着自己的脸 [00:38.04]Is it something you hate, or is it something you love?你是讨厌还是喜欢呢? [00:41.03]I can't tell the difference我无法分辨 [00:42.06]Cause all the above are the same to me因为上述一切对我而言都无异 [00:43.71]So I can't understand what you want from me, but...所以我无法理解你想从我身上得到什么,但是... [00:45.51]I tried my best to make you happy我费尽心思去让你开心 [00:48.58]I tried my best to make you proud我竭尽所能去让你骄傲 [00:52.41]And all I wanted was an answer我想要的只是一个回答 [00:55.46]But I feel lost when you're around但你在身边时我又迷失了 [01:00.08]I tried my best to fake a smile我勉强挤出一个微笑 [01:03.86]But it looks better on your face但它在你脸上更合适 [01:07.69]And now I'm in a never-ending cycle如今我困于一个无限循环中 [01:10.94]Feeling the same as yesterday和昨天一模一样的感觉 [01:15.61]Yeah [01:16.81]I'm feeling conflicted as always我像往常一样感觉十分矛盾 [01:18.91]And every night ends the same way每个夜晚都以同样的方式结束 [01:20.85]I always pretend to be okay我总是装作没事 [01:22.69]Stayin awake till the next day一直睡到第二天 [01:24.53]And I don't know why我也不知是为何 [01:25.88]All of my feelings are hitting me所有的情感都在打击着我 [01:27.52]I try to deny, but they wanna reply我试图否认 可它们想要回击我 [01:29.51]Cause it's all in my head so I guess I can't lie to myself, nah因为这一切都在我脑海里 所以我想我无法欺骗自己 [01:32.25]Guess I can't lie to myself我想我无法欺骗自己 [01:34.19]This is the hardest I've fell这是我度过的最艰难的日子 [01:36.13]Guess I'm still under your spell我觉得我还在你的魔咒下 [01:37.97]Cause this is the most that I've felt因为我强烈地感受到了 [01:39.81]I know you can't feel what I'm going through我知道你感受不到我当下所经历的 [01:41.75]So please don't pretend just to say you do所以请不要伪装 说出来就好了 [01:43.64]I don't know what I can say just to make you believe我不知道说什么才能让你相信 [01:46.38]That I'm trying as hard as i can尽我所能努力着 [01:47.17]I tried my best to make you happy费尽心思去让你开心 [01:49.76]I tried my best to make you proud竭尽所能去让你骄傲 [01:53.59]And all I wanted was an answer想要的只是一个回答 [01:57.38]But I feel lost when you're around但你在身边时我又迷失了 [02:01.16]I tried my best to fake a smile我勉强挤出一个微笑 [02:04.94]But it looks better on your face但它在你脸上更合适 [02:08.87]And now I'm in a never-ending cycle如今我困于一个无限循环中 [02:12.81]Feeling the same as yesterday和昨天一模一样的感觉 [02:16.60]And i try my best to just be happy我费尽心思去让你开心 [02:20.27]I tried my best to make you proud我竭尽所能去让你骄傲 [02:24.10]And all I wanted was acceptance我想要的只是一个回答 [02:27.98]To be someone you'd like to keep around但你在身边时我又迷失了 [02:32.41]And I tried my best to make you smile我勉强挤出一个微笑 [02:35.55]Cuase it looks better on your face但它在你脸上更合适 [02:39.43]Now I'm in a never-ending cycle如今我困于一个无限循环中 [02:43.21]I'm feeling the same as yesterday和昨天一模一样的感觉