[00:07.770]All I have right now is right here
[00:09.905]And right now
[00:22.474]I want what I want, I always have
[00:26.796]When no one cared about me, dreams were all I had
[00:32.163]But nightmares grow and no one's listening
[00:34.866]And idle thoughts'll do their thing
[00:38.291]I still feel so much pain here from the past
[00:43.396]And it cuts like a knife
[00:44.828]It feels like a fight
[00:46.600]To take back your life
[00:49.133]Searching for the meaning
[00:51.828]I'm living in these feelings
[00:54.459]I'm ready for a reason to believe
[01:00.218]Now I'm working on my insides
[01:02.475]'Cause outside there's no reasoning
[01:05.444]If anyone here'll tell me what it seems
[01:16.840]All I have right now is right here
[01:22.900]I felt too bad about myself
[01:26.539]I never thought I was good enough for anybody else
[01:32.571]I couldn't look love in the eye
[01:35.172]I was too broken to try
[01:37.845]Life was a cold song that taught me not to cry
[01:43.771]And it cuts like a knife
[01:45.140]It feels like a fight
[01:46.396]To take back your life
[01:49.498]Searching for the meaning
[01:51.986]I'm living in these feelings
[01:54.946]I'm ready for a reason to believe
[02:00.340]Now I'm working on my insides
[02:02.842]'Cause outside there's no reasoning
[02:05.825]If anyone here'll tell me what it seems
[02:13.875]How long I'm waiting
[02:18.265]Feeling lost, frustrated
[02:23.842]Locked out and I'm on my own
[02:29.890]Caught up ain't got no place to go
[02:34.851]How long should I stay here all alone
[02:48.130]Searching for the meaning
[02:50.753]I'm living in these feelings
[02:53.305]I'm ready for a reason to believe
[02:58.539]Now I'm working on my insides
[03:01.114]'Cause outside there's no reasoning
[03:04.329]If anyone here'll tell me what it seems