I heard you say that you dont feel like you're worth saving. And if its all the same, you can put the blame on me. I looked into your eyes to find the light had been gone for years and there were only tears left. But it came so soon, 1983 on a monday afternoon. Dont make it better for me, I wish you would just stop pretending. Everyone is here for you.. Your life was beautiful You better hold me down, stand me up, keep me safe while Im falling to peices. And tell me how should I bend if all I know is to break. You didnt have to lie, I know you tried. You took what they give expecting time to heal you But it came so soon. 3/11 on a Tuesday afternoon. Dont make it better for me. I wished you'd just stop pretending. Everyone is here for you. This is your beautiful ending. No one ever takes your place, No one really smiles quite like you. I wish i knew the words to say other than "goodbye" to this everyday life. Its so much harder for me... Cause you were so worth defending. And i dont think you ever knew, you were so beautiful.