[00:11.37]I'm sorry the party you threw for me
[00:15.15]Was met with such a royal hitch I'm a ***** I
[00:19.48]Don't mean to be selfish
[00:22.23]You rolled out the carpet to watch it catch fire
[00:26.82]It's just another Thursday, my party
[00:30.54]I cried like I always do, oh oh oh
[00:44.49]I flew here to help clear the mess that was me
[00:49.01]Made up of fear and self hate
[00:51.40]A stalemate with he who shall not be named
[00:55.37]You tried and you cried, confessing your grip was slipping
[01:00.97]Couldn't help me, you held me, the shadows began to fade
[01:06.85]Here's to the ones
[01:10.48]The renegades who never run
[01:12.89]Despite all of my ranting and raging so
[01:17.45]Here's to the ones
[01:21.34]Who hide the bullet from the gun
[01:23.53]Foot down on all of my ******** but won't cage me in
[01:39.78]Despondent, catatonic suicide queen
[01:44.24]By now I know a screw's loose or too few
[01:47.84]Or worse there's too many
[01:50.50]But of course, the dark horse
[01:53.42]You bet it all in stride
[01:55.67]I hope I'm not a regret, a sea-swept
[01:58.88]I'll fight to the finish line
[02:14.59]And I get so stuck in my head
[02:17.76]Lost in all the lies, nihilistic backslide
[02:25.45]And when I can't get out of bed
[02:28.77]And I see the edge I'm slipping from the ledge
[02:31.86]And praying to Gods I don't believe in for a sign
[02:39.30]Some reasons not to die and there you are
[02:57.28]Here's to the ones
[03:01.46]Who stuck in when they should have run
[03:03.57]Despite all of my ranting and raging so
[03:08.66]Here's to the ones
[03:12.69]Who hide the bullet from the gun
[03:14.63]Foot down on all of my ******** but won't cage me in
[03:19.98]Here's to my fans
[03:23.69]All in until the bitter end
[03:25.86]Drink or two to the toast
[03:28.48]Not too many though