I am back again inside of you it's so good to be here but I won't stay for long I float around in an underwater shell in a hotel directly connected to the fuse board and I nourish but the waiting makes me sad - fragile I kick away and call for -- I have to go -- help I burst out and the peace is over bathed in new light I cry and I cry -- disconnected an unused brain, breast fed and fed by the sleepwalkers