[00:44.13]False innocence in the eyes of a sad child,
[00:48.20]grief of a lost soul in a grey vast world
[00:52.34]You and I dig the same hole,
[00:56.18]this is a man's world, this is a dead world
[01:03.03][02:25.93][04:16.97][05:01.31][06:56.42][09:28.95]
[01:18.68]The chrisalyd woke me from its autist catalepsy...
[01:23.93]And the somber butterfly burnt his wings at the so called divine daylight
[01:33.18]And thus became a foul fly laying its eggs over human decay as a revenge on god's creation
[01:48.54]I awake and I see the devil's face telling me
[01:52.45]to zip down the pure one, to pull the trigger,
[01:56.02]to abuse you to liberate my wrath, to let him coming out from me
[02:04.27]Touch the scars on my naked body
[02:08.37]Let it be done before my skin turns cold turkey
[02:12.27]I disgust myself, you think it's just a game
[02:16.22]You'll sleep before you realize I abused your innocence
[02:36.29]Lost youth memories come back to the surface
[02:40.26]Endless pit of melancholy which soil my eyes and face
[02:44.23]A dirty plastic giraffe, not stained with piss and crass
[02:48.19]I thought i'd never have to hate what I am now
[02:52.19]Each time i remind of lost purity
[02:56.11]A poisonous torpidity cuts my sleep
[03:00.10]The past is dead and will never live again
[03:04.08]No prostethic can replace what's lost and gone
[03:08.17]I'm coming inside your purity
[03:16.06]As soon as it's done bitterness invades me
[03:24.16]Cum is bile, desire is a lie
[03:32.04]You can't understand why I try to die...
[03:40.22]A small death that hurt
[03:43.93]I'm cold and afraid
[03:48.03]Deserts of solitude and guilty thoughts
[03:52.13]Screw my head and terrify me
[03:56.40]Everything is turning from pink to grey
[04:00.28]Descent to reality
[04:04.19]Alone in my head, alone in my flesh
[04:08.37]Until the day I'll definitely be alone in a hole
[04:28.39]Each minute seems to last a year and each day is the same as the one before
[04:36.25]you''ll never grow up and reach humanhood, you know...
[04:41.52]there is no use to become like them,
[04:46.17]to live their life of bitterness tears and abuse
[04:52.29]i've tried and failed, just see...what I did of me...
[04:58.00]They'll do to you...
[05:16.25]The mask of death was wearing your face
[05:24.33]Downfallen and skinny
[05:32.26]You seem so small in your coffin
[05:40.45]Look at my eyes... they bleed
[05:48.35]What is their so called of god?
[05:56.05]that erase my friends, that destroy my dreams?
[06:04.42]What have you done for me?
[06:08.51]Why don't you just kill me?
[06:14.42]You can be proud of you *******...
[06:20.35]One of the strings that keep me sane have been slashed once again
[06:28.48]You're not buried as i stay
[06:32.35]Standing in my desert
[06:36.57]Forget the holy ground
[06:40.45]Their god was for the living ones I am not
[06:45.42]they just can't see something died within me
[08:02.06]Never ask why....
[08:12.42]We're the orphans of god
[08:23.02]Another father will take us all
[08:33.67]Just give your soul for the change...this ******* soul
[08:44.49]Abandon your life to him, never mourn the human world,
[08:55.25]never look back for what we've done,
[09:05.72]for all the ones left behind, take his hand and shut your eyes