作词 : PatricKxxLee
作曲 : PatricKxxLee
Hurts To Feel

[Verse 1]
See now I’ve come to realise 
That it hurts to feel inside 
It ****ing hurts to be alive 
Can’t trust my thoughts, my self, 
My mind is hell

Tryna come to terms with my
lack of love, don’t wanna die 
I don’t wanna live this lie
Can’t trust my thoughts, my self 
My mind is hell 

You see the the picture that I paint
Can’t tell this happiness is fake 
I feel so dead when I’m awake 
I crumble underneath this weight 

Don’t know what’s wrong with me today 
Tell everyone that I’m okay 
I think I’m sick, they don’t belive 
Your advice doesn’t work for me

[Verse 2]
I won’t allow myself to smile 
Haven’t been happy in a while 
I’m always walking down the ___ 
Can’t trust my thoughts, my self 
My mind is hell 

Now whose number should I dial 
Feel like my life’s a ****ing trial 
I’m overwhelmed by my denial 
Can’t trust my thoughts, my self, 
My mind is hell 

You think it’s just so black and white
I’m so afraid to close my eyes 
Nighmares won’t let me sleep at night 
Laughter became my new disguise
Can’t look nobody in the eyes 
Wondering if I’m my own demise 
I still feel low when I get high 
Something is wrong and I don’t know why 

[Bridge]
Now it feels like I
‘Ve lost control 
Here we go 
Down that road 
Lost my soul 
I’m so cold 
I don’t know 
Where to go… 

[Verse 3]
See now I’ve come to realise 
I was comfortable with lies 
All the pain I tied to hide 
Can’t trust my thoughts, my self 
My mind is hell 

All the days I wonder why 
I’m unable to be fine
Drown my pain in all the wine 
Can’t trust my thoughts, my self 
My mind is hell 

My mind is hell 
My mind is hell 
My mind is hell 
My mind is hell 
My mind is hell 
Hell