Baby let me show you that I'm not worth it I can show you that I'm not perfect If you can see through me Can you find the missing piece I think I lost it when I lost you I should a kept you but I tossed you I think about things I'm not supposed to I think about if I never knew you It's pretty sad where my mind goes Rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed I wish I felt alive I wish I felt the knife in my back that night I pulled you up I showed you love When you were down I was your crutch Where'd you go? I'm all alone I need some help At least some hope You pushed me away I turned so cold I didn't wanna breathe I'm a vanish in the smoke You vanished from my arms I left to go home You fell in love with drugs Got the xanax in your coat And I bite my tongue Cause I know that you're lying Too many reasons Just not to fight it Plus I got too much thoughts If I add another I might really combust I can't even move When I think too much And when we turn up I think we drink too much You say that I suck Cause I don't hit you up It's not what you think I just don't wanna get hurt All your friends Think you're the best Behind that mask baby You look depressed I know you you know I saw it Undressed you look so flawless I pulled you up I showed you love When you were down I was your crutch Where'd you go? I'm all alone I need some help At least some hope You pushed me away I turned so cold I didn't wanna breathe I'm a vanish in the smoke You vanished from my arms I left to go home You fell in love with drugs Got the xanax in your coat I pulled you up I showed you love When you were down I was your crutch Where'd you go? I'm all alone I need some help At least some hope