My world turned upside down -living in a void -
No one knows to where - you left -
I'm feeling uncontrolled -
In my mind 
I see your smile -pale white - skin and big blue eyes -may this thought never fade away -
I hope to have them everyday -
Crazy from your screams -insults and harresments -
How I hated those fights -
I thought of your eyes full of fear -as your pale skin turned blue -
Covered with blood you never looked so fine -with love 
I sliced you up -the dog enjoyed your grinded bones -for my self 
I eat your flesh 
Your flesh so sweat -lustful tender meat -with love 
I sliced you up - 
In ecstasy of these precious thoughts -