I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fxcking pills
Soundin' like a bum but the **** I say too real
Flowin' with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly it's sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fxcking trash
Every bridge I had is now nothing but the ash
Fxck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fxcking crash
Sit back I'm about to make you fxcking wish that
You never gave me all the fxcking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some sh1t that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fxcking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out you needa get back
Everything in every line just make em wanna skip back
Write fast you try keeping up then you just write trash
I fxck up a type beat you just it make it type bad
Might add, do this on my own I got no right hand
I stopped wishing that I could, now I fxcking know I can
Slow down, you cant catch the flow now
Wrote down, turn it into **** sound
Hope now, I cant fxcking slow down
Broke now, not for long no doubt
I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fxcking pills
Soundin' like a bum but the sh1t I say too real
Flowin' with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly it's sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fxcking trash
Every bridge I had now is nothing but the ash
Fxck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fxcking crash
Sit back I'm about to make you fxcking wish that
You never gave me all the fxcking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some sh1t that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fxcking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out you needa get back
Everything in every line just make em wanna skip back