I had enough words to say that 
I was sorry 
I had enough ways to make it go away 
But foolish pride has ruined the path before me 
I guess the sun can only shine here once a day 
I drowned myself in a wave of lost ambition 
I filled your world with my hate and disbelief 
I trapped my soul in an awkward disposition 
And deep inside 
I hope that no one sees me 
Can you feel the pain 
I hide I laugh out loud but cry inside 
No one's there to save me from my doubt 
Cause I don't dare to speak the words out loud 
Try to find me in my sorrow 
Time won't take away the truth 
Can't change the way that we are changing 
I hope that we will finally learn to 
Can you feel the pain 
I hide I laugh out loud but cry inside 
No one's there to save me from my doubt 
Cause I'm too scared to speak the words out loud 
I walk the desert all alone 
No place to rest my mind 
The sun is burning in my soul, in my soul 
Pride is our strongest thing in common 
And time isn't always on our side 
But tears are not the only answer 
It's time you took this blindfold from me 
Can you feel the pain 
I hide I laugh out loud but cry inside 
Will you be there to save me from my doubt 
If I can learn to speak the words out loud 
Out loud