Sometimes things don't turn out 
Like you want them to 
Try to find your way 
Give yourself away 
She chose not to be here 
She chose life instead 
Tried to find her way 
Took my heart away 
At night I lay awake 
Pretend that you're right here 
But when the new day breaks 
I know you'll disappear 
And it feels like 
I've been here so long 
You don't know what you've got till it's gone 
Please believe when 
I say I don't hold a grudge 
Try to find a way 
To give myself away 
Sometimes 
I can hear you 
Whispering soft to me 
Give myself away 
Drive myself insane 
At night I lay awake 
Pretend that you're right here 
But when the new day breaks 
I know you'll disappear 
And it feels like 
I've been here so long 
You don't know what you've got till it's gone 
Thoughts broken 
I sink low 
Too close by 
Eyes hurt so 
I lose hope 
Life flows away 
And it feels like 
I've been here so long 
You don't know what you've got till it's gone 
And it feels like 
I've been here so long 
You don't know what you've got till it's gone