How Are We Alive - Educated Consumers
There was a time when I could watch your crimson crystallize
Hostage to the hell you'd held inside yes I was hypnotized
There's no way to know where you are now so I'll improvise
In reverse in your eyes introverts in disguise
There was a time when I would care enough to get the phone
That time has passed I hope you've found someone to get you home
I let it ring and ring preferring to be left alone
Just know that in my solitude this silence has a special tone
I cannot wait until your smile loses it's special glow
I see your pictures and you're shining from head to toe
You let me down you broke my heart more than you'll ever know
I guess until one of us dies neither one will let it go so
I cannot wait until the day I'm told that you have died
I'll cry myself to sleep but my tears of joy will soon subside
You are not human you do not deserve to survive
And all you did was kill yourself so how the f**k are you alive
All you do is kill yourself so how the f**k are you alive
All I do is kill myself so how the f**k am I alive
All they do is kill themselves so how the f**k are they alive
All we do is kill ourselves so
How the f**k are we alive