i got the call today that i didn't want to hear
but i knew that it would come
an old true friend of ours was talking on the phone
she said you found someone
and i thought of all the bad luck and the struggles we went through
how i lost me, and you lost you
what are all these voices outside loves open door
make us throw off our contentment and beg for something more
i am learning to live without you now
but i miss you sometimes
the more i know
the less i understand
all the things i thought i knew i am learning again
i have been trying to get down to the heart of the matter
but my will gets weak and my thoughts seem to scatter
but i think it is about forgiveness
forgiveness
even if
even if you don't love me anymore

ah these times are so uncertain
there is a yearning undefined
people filled with rage
we all need a little tenderness
how can love survive in such a graceless age?
oh the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
they are the very things we kill
i guess
oh pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
and the work i put between us you know it doesn't keep me warm
i am learning to live without you now
but i miss you baby
the more i know
the less i understand
all the things i thought i