Diddy speaks sadly: See the most painful thing in the world is change See I been the way I am Shit I been this way all my life Sometimes Being the way you are or being who you are It don't get you To who you suppose to become or who you suppose to be It's like Ever since I met you I felt like It was time for a change It was time for a new beginning So check it out a chick like you She ain't goin'really put over the shit I used to get me there And I respect that So I can show you better than I can tell u You know I been deal with a You know What I was going to do I did all that playin'around And uh That don't really turn me on no more You see what turns me on Is the poise that you got Soul that you got What turns me on is that you could Change a nigga like me Teach a nigga like me Represent a nigga like me See that shit ain't easy And I thank God for you And I promise you It goin'change So I want you to close your eyes right now I don't know how to say this a whole bunch of times But this time I'm serious Check it out Listen to me You told me That you'd always be my love You showed me My love just wasn't enough Now I'm on this train The tracks falling off from my brain It won't be long Say that you love me again You know I'm always your friend So what you want babe I promise I'll change I promise I'll change Girl I promise I'll change You said You would always be in my arms Girl that's what you said You said that you would always belong Now I'm on this train That's falling off the edge And I'm afraid A toll is at the end And I promise I'll change Swear that I'll change I know I told you that I would change That fact that you don't love me, love me Because I'm still the same The same The same The same I'm still the same The same When you left me on that train The fact is girl I was way over my head You gave me so much more I gave you so much less Now I'm wishing you the best Cause I swore I would change, change I swore that I would change When you left me on that train You told me That you would always be my love You showed me My love just wasn't enough Say that you love me again You know I'm always your friend So what you want babe I promise I'll change I promise I'll change Even though I promised you everything I ain't changed You would always be in my arms I promised you the same That you'll always be mine But now I'm on that train That's falling off the edge And I'm afraid But this time is really the end And I promised I'll change I swear that I will change I promise I'll change The fact is that you don't love me, love me Because I'm still the same The same The same The same I'm still the same The same When you left me on that train