Here I am again, trying to exist
I'm alone in a world
That's null of adoration
I can't describe the pain
Once again I've been betrayed
The only difference is that I deserve
I'll see you in my nightmares
With a noose on your neck
You'll be there in the darkness
I have called defeat
You've anaesthetised my face
Dissimilate
As long as you believe it, I won't
I'm alone again
Fuck you and your happiness
Stay away, with your
Self-indulgent cess-pool
I'll not falter
To these words that will scar me
Now I'm so forlorn, kill me
Now that piece is missing
This is your final day
How far would you go before it's too late? 
I can't describe the pain
Once again I've been betrayed
The only difference is that I deserve