Worst thing comes the worst
I ******* die in a tragic
That鈥檚 are some s**t
And I'm not able to see how my dreams
I gotta least wanna know
That the kids perceives my message
And were able to make something about themselves
And able to take my message
And use it
And turn it into something positive
And to
To at least have a good life
I just need to be a numb right now
I'm so numb to the world right now
It鈥檚 like I wanna live but then I let my head down
And I just wishing that these people could
Really feel my pain right now
Now you see me smile
But I'm really just lost
Tryna find myself right now
So please pay attention
What I say is all real
When I write it down
I wanna stand up but I'm falling back down
And my life is crashing down
Wondering what I'm gonna do now
What am I gonna do
Next time I tryna prove myself
And tell these people I'm the next best
But I'm really just stress and depress
So about light another cigarette
With ten papers worth of aggress
And I'm riding my car till the sunsets
And I'm playing these beats to the filling gists
So real
Yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb to this world right now
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so
Aye
Maybe you should walk a day inside of my shoes
And maybe you would feel the judging that these people put me through
And maybe you would understand my sudden and change your mood
And you think I'm being numb to the feeling when a person hurts you
But I'm not
Surprise
Yeah we hanging in the phone getting blown up about twenty glacier
I sleep with *****
Full of lies with some angle eyes
But she the devil in disguise
Yo
Yeah
Red roses on my grave
Look up to the sky
My daddy's gone
I ain't even tell a blind
The silver cross on my neck got some god worth
February 21st I just watch you fly
I just sit back and I cry
I write another line tryna push it through
Yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb to this world right now
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so
Yeah
Were these like
Would you understand about my music is like
When I say I'm numb like
I have to drown out all the hate that's drown my way
Just so I can
You know
Try to persuade this dream that I have Been
And it's hard
Cause like my thoughts start brushing
When I get this anxiety
Cause like
Take safe of my body
And I just be drowning on the road
And my face just goes down
Cause my thoughts are raising
And that's why I wrote this song
Cause I just get numb
Like I have to black out all that pain
You know
So that's why
That's why I fill the song
Fill the song
Yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb to this world right now
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so numb yeah
I'm so
End it