[00:01.058]Worst thing comes the worst
[00:02.129]I ******* die in a tragic
[00:03.331]That鈥檚 are some s**t
[00:04.480]And I'm not able to see how my dreams
[00:07.406]I gotta least wanna know
[00:09.443]That the kids perceives my message
[00:12.134]And were able to make something about themselves
[00:13.988]And able to take my message
[00:15.242]And use it
[00:15.974]And turn it into something positive
[00:17.593]And to
[00:18.273]To at least have a good life
[00:22.766]I just need to be a numb right now
[00:25.665]I'm so numb to the world right now
[00:27.729]It鈥檚 like I wanna live but then I let my head down
[00:29.793]And I just wishing that these people could
[00:31.203]Really feel my pain right now
[00:32.927]Now you see me smile
[00:34.233]But I'm really just lost
[00:35.592]Tryna find myself right now
[00:37.290]So please pay attention
[00:38.648]What I say is all real
[00:39.850]When I write it down
[00:41.077]I wanna stand up but I'm falling back down
[00:43.533]And my life is crashing down
[00:45.231]Wondering what I'm gonna do now
[00:47.425]What am I gonna do
[00:48.810]Next time I tryna prove myself
[00:49.959]And tell these people I'm the next best
[00:51.735]But I'm really just stress and depress
[00:53.773]So about light another cigarette
[00:57.326]With ten papers worth of aggress
[00:59.285]And I'm riding my car till the sunsets
[01:02.002]And I'm playing these beats to the filling gists
[01:04.823]So real
[01:06.782]Yeah
[01:07.931]I'm so numb yeah
[01:10.517]I'm so numb yeah
[01:13.156]I'm so numb to this world right now
[01:18.276]I'm so numb yeah
[01:21.045]I'm so numb yeah
[01:23.657]I'm so
[01:25.303]Aye
[01:26.374]Maybe you should walk a day inside of my shoes
[01:29.038]And maybe you would feel the judging that these people put me through
[01:31.703]And maybe you would understand my sudden and change your mood
[01:34.341]And you think I'm being numb to the feeling when a person hurts you
[01:37.476]But I'm not
[01:38.860]Surprise
[01:40.271]Yeah we hanging in the phone getting blown up about twenty glacier
[01:43.510]I sleep with *****
[01:44.242]Full of lies with some angle eyes
[01:45.809]But she the devil in disguise
[01:47.428]Yo
[01:49.100]Yeah
[01:50.145]Red roses on my grave
[01:51.451]Look up to the sky
[01:52.731]My daddy's gone
[01:53.541]I ain't even tell a blind
[01:54.952]The silver cross on my neck got some god worth
[01:57.355]February 21st I just watch you fly
[01:59.889]I just sit back and I cry
[02:01.874]I write another line tryna push it through
[02:10.207]Yeah
[02:11.252]I'm so numb yeah
[02:13.812]I'm so numb yeah
[02:16.503]I'm so numb to this world right now
[02:21.597]I'm so numb yeah
[02:24.313]I'm so numb yeah
[02:27.056]I'm so
[02:31.732]Yeah
[02:34.031]Were these like
[02:34.997]Would you understand about my music is like
[02:37.871]When I say I'm numb like
[02:40.039]I have to drown out all the hate that's drown my way
[02:43.383]Just so I can
[02:44.924]You know
[02:45.133]Try to persuade this dream that I have Been
[02:47.693]And it's hard
[02:48.320]Cause like my thoughts start brushing
[02:50.436]When I get this anxiety
[02:51.559]Cause like
[02:52.264]Take safe of my body
[02:53.414]And I just be drowning on the road
[02:55.556]And my face just goes down
[02:57.228]Cause my thoughts are raising
[02:59.631]And that's why I wrote this song
[03:00.833]Cause I just get numb
[03:02.113]Like I have to black out all that pain
[03:06.240]You know
[03:08.408]So that's why
[03:09.949]That's why I fill the song
[03:11.125]Fill the song
[03:13.319]Yeah
[03:14.468]I'm so numb yeah
[03:17.290]I'm so numb yeah
[03:19.719]I'm so numb to this world right now
[03:24.891]I'm so numb yeah
[03:27.556]I'm so numb yeah
[03:30.220]I'm so
[03:32.937]End it