[00:00.000] 作曲 : Timo Bonner [00:01.000] 作词 : Timo Bonner [00:17.040]I had a childhood full of love [00:19.065]I grew up with a family that's been watching me from above [00:27.761]I went to school [00:30.173]I made new friends [00:33.651]They told me that friendship never ends [00:39.778]So they started talking and my friends stabbed me in the back [00:45.808]So my innocent soul got its first crack [00:52.572]So I started asking myself [00:57.987]'What did I do to deserve this?' [01:05.685]I could say that I’m a mess [01:08.551]But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this [01:17.821]And they ripped my heart out of my chest [01:23.845]But I made my choice [01:27.190]So now I let you hear my voice [01:31.483]I fell into an endless hole made of tears [01:35.437]Cried by my lost and shattered soul [01:42.911]Even if they knew that I was ******* down [01:48.749]They were spitting into my face [01:51.396]Wishing that I would drown [01:55.378]So I decided to make their wish come true [02:00.975]I couldn’t take what I was going through [02:06.709]So I took a wire and put it around my neck [02:12.923]At the age of 10, this could have been my end [02:17.931]I could say that I’m a mess [02:20.581]But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this [02:30.209]And they ripped my heart out of my chest [02:35.589]But I made my choice [02:40.060]So now I let you hear my voice [02:43.679]So I started asking myself [02:48.922]'What did I do to deserve this?' [02:54.755]This could have been my end but I chose the right way [03:02.568]And these scars could mend [03:06.810]I know that I could say that my life is all a mess [03:12.674]But the experience of it turned out for all the best [03:18.291]I know that I could say that my life is all a mess [03:24.675]But the experience of it turned out for all the best [03:32.846]I could say that I’m a mess [03:35.431]But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this [03:44.734]And they ripped my heart out of my chest [03:50.500]But I made my choice [03:54.170]So now I let you hear my voice