[00:00.96]This is my crutch [00:03.15]This is my dream [00:05.86]This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep [00:11.19]This is my home [00:13.90]This is my head [00:16.62]This is my heart on drugs [00:18.29]The monster in my bed [00:22.05]This is my crutch [00:32.57]This is my angst [00:34.83]This is my pain [00:37.49]This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane [00:42.60]This is a joke [00:45.09]This is so sad [00:47.73]And I never knew that feeling good could make you feel so bad [00:53.03]This is a lie [00:55.41]I should have told you all before [00:58.04]I don't know what I'm saying [01:00.21]Or what I've said and I can't say it anymore [01:03.20]I made a mess [01:05.70]I've been a **** [01:08.28]I've been on medication I can't pronounce [01:11.40]And I'm ******* sick of it [01:13.43]This is my crutch [01:23.92]This is my crutch [01:34.99]I feel so incomplete [01:38.52]I think that I've been beat [01:40.58]I've never felt so weak [01:45.24]Christ give me something quick [01:48.24]My emotions make me sick [01:50.78]Is there something I can fix [01:54.76]This is my crutch [01:57.39]This is my dream [02:00.18]This is the only time I feel like I've been beat [02:05.45]This is my pill [02:08.10]This is my end [02:10.89]This is the only thing I need and I'm so lucky oh my friend [02:16.26]This is my crutch [02:26.73]This is my crutch [02:37.11]This is my crutch