I didn't wanna come here, I'm numb here Not seeing myself clear, these black mirrors I'm trying to do right, but I still go How many times have I said no But she'll attach herself onto my lips And I can feel her tighten up her grip Doesn't matter if I try to forget her Each time I do it she's even better Let me drip a bit onto your tongue You're gon' need a bit to carry on You said I'd be a mess without ya And I can hear my heartbeat getting louder 'Cause I know that I would I would, I would 'Cause I know that I would I would, I would And wouldn't stop if I could I could, I could 'Cause I know that I would I would, I would Stare at the door Hoping you come back with more Hoping you come back at all Like you did before Feeling my heart really break With every single 808 Now the blood don't flow the same Pupils are gonna dilate Love turns to hate Tell her my money is late Been so long, ain't seen ya face Guess you left me on a high Guess you got the worst timing I ain't fell so low so Yes I'm gon' try this Left me in a crisis Left me here to die Guess the only way I'm gon' fear you Is if I get high But she'll attach herself onto my lips And I can feel her tighten up her grip Doesn't matter if I try to forget her Each time I do it she's even better Let me drip a bit onto your tongue You're gon' need a bit to carry on You said I'd be a mess without ya And I can hear my heartbeat getting louder 'Cause I know that I would I would, I would ('cause I know that I would) 'Cause I know that I would I would, I would And wouldn't stop if I could I could, I could 'Cause I know that I would I would, I would You said I deserve to be obsessed I say I am girl, but bet you can't guess with who Didn't wanna tell you the truth Just go, baby girl, it's you Just go, baby girl, it's you Didn't wanna tell you the truth Didn't wanna tell you the truth Just go, baby girl, it's you Just go, baby girl, it's you Didn't wanna tell you the truth Didn't wanna tell you the truth