What a world i live in now The stars are falling from the heavens Bright lights Take away my vision I'm blinded from it all It's just my luck My lucks been running out Now the tides begin to turn It's my fault And i know that this is none if your concern Yeah I'm better off sleeping in my bedroom Wide awake since the day i met you I don't know if i can make it thru this year Make it thru this year I think about how much has changed I can't hold onto these distant memories Letting go of all this takes time I'm not in a rush at all I'm growing up And growing older Everyday feels like a blur It makes me sick But i know that this something i must learn Yeah I'm better off sleeping in my bedroom Wide awake since the day i met you I don't know if i can make it thru this year Make it thru this year