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My darkest fears have become a frightening truth |
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And the wounds are hidden so you cannot feel the pain |
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For I have chosen the path of misery and sorrow |
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And my skin will continue to wither and decay |
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Happiness - where are you? |
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Will this grief be swept away? |
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This madness must stop or this world |
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I'll depart |
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As reality blends into horrific dreams |
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My departure from |
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Earth is getting near |
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And as I approach death, |
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I'll show no fear |
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I need you here to ease this pain |
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For I fear it shall never dissipate |
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Yet you are so far away and the blood continues to flow |
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I felt your warmth - |
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I can't touch your skin |
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Remembering, as the knife caresses my flesh |
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And I summon forth suffering and despair |
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Yet it is something |
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I do not wish to do |
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My blood absorbs the poisons |
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Drugged, confused - the walls enclose around me |
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My mind is so high - my spirit continues to fall |
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And the anguish recedes as life slips away |
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Breathless, |
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I beckon eternal sleep |
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For I shall live no more to be with you |
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As I see your fate appear through the mist |