作曲 : synista
 作词 : synista
produced by Gold Pastel
Oh I really did tried hard to find something new 我真的很努力的去尝试寻找新事物
Heard you doing well all by yourself, that's good for you 听说你一个人过的也不错 那对于你而言真是好事
Actually I don't know who I'm really talking to 老实说我也不知道我在跟谁说话
Cuz after all, I guess u ain't even ******* real 因为到头来我甚至不确定你是否真的存在
All these pills, make me feel ******* paranoid 这些小丸子让我变得偏执妄想
A lotta voices inside my head and they became a lotta noise 很多声音在我脑里响起 逐渐变成烦人的噪音
I'm so annoying, sometimes I wish I had better choice 连我自己都觉得我自己很讨厌 有时真希望自己能有一个更好的选择
I'm not your lover boy but still hope you have forever joy 我不是你的爱人也不是你的男孩 却仍然希望你能拥有永久的喜悦
Cuz I'm just so ******* sick of society, anxiety ****'s deep deep be inside of me 因为我厌倦了这个社会 焦虑感潜伏于体内深处
Got nobody else to fit in, like designer jeans 内心再装不下任何人 如同紧身牛仔裤一样
All I do is ******* keep speak to my diary 我能做的也只有对着我那该死的日记说说话了
'Dude you ******* rap like slick rick, so fiery''他们总说“哥们儿你的押韵就跟Slick Rick那般火热”
But I think they just ******* spit ****, I'm so tired of these 可我总觉得他们满口胡言 我已经听烦听腻了
My heart's ******* ripped in pieces, required fix 心被撕成一块块碎片 我想我需要修补
The last thing I wanna see is, you be alike to me 我最不愿意看到的事情就是 你变得如同我这般落魄
It sounds hilarious, I got your dm, so delirious 这可能听起来很滑稽 那天我收到了你的私信 我简直欣喜若狂
11:30 pm **** yeah head so heavy yup,didn't take it serious 当时很晚了 拍拍脑门 头像铅球一样重 还以为在做梦
Mysterious, I'm curious why u tear me up, suppress my furious 觉得莫名其妙 还一直好奇问你为什么要把我撕毁 我还忍住不生气
Feel so scary yeah? there's two graves ready to buried us,and hurry up 你害怕了对吗 噢那是两个坟墓 准备好埋我们用的 快来嘛
You wanted the end and that's our period. 你一直想要知道结局不是吗 那就是我们画上的句号
That's how karma works, a word can bring back all my trauma hurts 这就是因果报应吗 你的一句问候就能让我几乎痊愈的伤口重新撕裂
Make'em worse, **** it up our drama love 甚至比之前更糟糕 让这犹如狗血戏剧般的爱情见鬼去吧
What I heard, your old boy its a rapper now wow 噢 我听说你的前男友现在也是一个说唱歌手了 哇哦
I still wonder what is he try to rap about 尽管如此 我还是搞不清楚他在唱什么
The messily rhymes, apparently he don't want me to cross our blurry lines 糟糕的押韵 很明显他不想我再跨越我们之间的那条愈加模糊的分界线
So when u ask me I told u I'm incredibly fine 他叫我别打扰你 所以当你问起我怎么样 我只能告诉你我很好很好
And I keep smiling, meanwhile being deep howling saying NI HAO and, 内心在咆哮的同时还得保持微笑 说声你好
I just freestyling, buckle my seatbelt man, 我就随口说说 不说了先系好安全带
Y'all gon be well friends ,so peace out then 你们会过得很好的朋友们 那就先这样啦 溜了溜了