When I'm riding the wave
Too busy writing away
Said I was wrong
Think I mighta been right in a way
Lying awake
Right here in a bed that I made
Then you're gone with the wind
'Cause I wouldn't admit the mistakes that I made
(Said I was right
Think I mighta been running away
You wouldn't forgive me
I couldn't get my head out the gate)
Over time, here to play
Numb teens don't strike but we're running free
Feel your body heat, vibing the summer breeze
Whisper once that you think you're in love with me
You'd hold me close, closing the ground
Control my hands and wear my crown
In the end I'd wear you down
I'd wear you down
Fall apart at the seams
And the scene can't be what it seems
I know I broke your trust
Then soak up the lust
Then ****** it
Ended up under the bus
Acting a victim, why won't you listen?
You only speaking in tongues when you're with him
Choking me up and I can't even breathe
It's all in my head as I rewatch the scene
When I'm riding the wave
Too busy writing away
Said I was wrong
Think I mighta been right in a way
Lying awake
Right here in a bed that I made
Then you're gone with the wind
'Cause I wouldn't admit the mistakes that I made
(Said I was right
Think I mighta been running away
You wouldn't forgive me
I couldn't get my head out the gate)
A sharing exchange with the mirror
See the man staring back a bit clearer
You live inside my skin
I hear your voice when it speaks from within
'Cause you call me and tell me you love me and hate me
That I cannot have it, no, I am not him
I feel the fire inside my rage
Accuse me, inspired to write this page
Give me a night and I'll write away
Righting my wrongs in a righteous way
I'm sorry that I could not face you
Now if I told you the truth it would break you
But I'll stand by the statement
I'll make one on my bed
The trust that we had was a victim to time
Using excuses and lost in my lies
Caved to the craving
It's getting me by
When I'm riding the wave
Too busy writing away
Said I was wrong
Think I mighta been right in a way
Lying awake
Right here in a bed that I made
Then you're gone with the wind
'Cause I wouldn't admit the mistakes that I made
Getting wasted
Remedy to blazing
Roll it, based it, roast it, taste it
Coast it, case it, post it, save it
Load it, make it, quick creation
Getting wasted
Remedy to blazing
Roll it, based it, roast it, taste it
Coast it, case it, post it, save it
Load it, make it, quick creation