Beyond Eternity Thoughts of despair encased in my mind life seems pointless unhapiness I find I scream against a wall what's happening to me? a state of depression that lasts beyond eternity. On the verge of suicide Can I be saved? my own worst enemy an emotional slave tears of confusion feeling of hurt a raging inferno that soon will burst. Thoughts of despair encased in my mind life seems pointless unhapiness I find I scream against a wall what's happening to me? a state of depression that lasts beyond eternity. A state of depression that lasts beyond eternity.