"bon voyage" was something that I once said and eventually regretted. well, it's come up again...and I wonder if the same mistakes I used to make could be remade. cause "I've been through this before" well I've said that too. there's just so much that we can fake before we break ourselves into-two. twenty two. the years can hardly catch up with the years of playing catch up. must there always be a catch? what we really want is just ahead, just over that hill. and the more I learn, the less I try to climb. the more we change, the more we wish we stayed the same, the more we try to fake ourselves into beliefs: "the grass must be green somewhere!" twenty two-the years can hardly catch up, the years are playing catch up. must there always be a catch?