While you're standing there I'm standing in a field In my mind You can't take that away from me Daddy comes to me In darkness not in light Why i gave you all my love And you showed no mercy You tried to pin me down With emotion feeling things A butterfly display A symbol fall from grace I'm closing down my heart I'm putting up the wall Why i gave you all my love And you showed no mercy Here i sit Looking to the light In my head I have the peace of mind I've lost tonight There are flowers here And hills and horses too I ride in my dreams and I'm afraid i'll have to go back Go back to the night Daddy holds me tight I'm losing my mind I'm losing my head Someone help me now Daddy comes to me In darkness not in light Why i gave you all my love And you showed no mercy I just want to know now What it is to survive Daddy's song and daddy's lies I've gotta know (repeat) What it is How it happened I've just got to know now What it is to survive Daddy's song and daddy's lies I've gotta know (repeat) What it is How it happened I've just got to know now What it means to survive And to live out daddy's lies I've got to live I've got to live I've got to live I've got to live