[00:00.000] 作曲 : Purple-D [00:00.000] 作词 : YODA/GOUKI [00:00.00]GOUKI: [00:00.45]Tryna to get to [00:02.39]I am trying talking to u [00:05.06]I am tryna be patience with you [00:10.58]And that was too hard [00:15.92]That I can‘t [00:18.16] [00:18.88]GOUKI: [00:19.47] [00:20.97]当我真的发觉 我的坚强开始分崩离析 [00:23.76]真的开始被评头论足 嘲笑着我的差异 [00:26.45]开始听得懂 有钱家孩子嘴里的潜台词 [00:28.92]只可惜我还是 一个不懂得反驳的白痴 [00:31.39] [00:31.67]不爱表达的 父母倾费尽心思 [00:33.40]生活精打细算 为了方便我上学 [00:35.33]搬了无数次靠近学校的地段 [00:37.02]各种压力 父母无心思考 成绩外的事 [00:39.62]冷漠扭曲了内心 只相信快乐 [00:41.39]可以用名牌替换 [00:42.17] [00:42.45]妈说我以前是多么单纯 现在像个小爷 [00:45.03]沙子进了眼睛月光怎有上次皎洁 [00:47.54]她多希望我能努力 长大再去考研 [00:50.03]可我却睁眼 闭眼 [00:51.38]都是联名的NIKE跑鞋 [00:53.03] [00:53.40]是我把一切都毁了 [00:55.24]爸 妈 我发誓我绝对不顶嘴了 [00:58.04]直到看见你的眼泪我才明白 [01:00.98]希望自己别在下个天亮 醒来 [01:03.47] [01:03.78]GOUKI: [01:03.97] [01:04.49]Tryna to get to [01:06.30]I am trying talking to u [01:09.05]I am tryna be patience with you [01:14.46]And that was to hard [01:19.43]That I can‘t [01:21.72] [01:21.72]YODA: [01:22.61] [01:23.48]从小千篇一律地问自己幸不幸福 [01:27.73]却永远也学不会什么叫满足 [01:30.45]为了自己有资本跟他人攀比 [01:32.47]拼命向父母索取 却没想到那难处 [01:34.91] [01:35.21]数次劝退时 校长室如同肃静的法庭 [01:38.43]母亲担心给予我退学地判决 [01:40.54]辩护着我家孩子多么善良 务必不要放弃 [01:43.62]我却也只会自己躲在角落哭 [01:45.61] [01:45.96]了解我两面性 性格极端 [01:47.80]的父亲留下的信件 我读了不止一百遍 [01:50.15]告诉我将来不是天使就是恶魔 [01:52.10]多后悔我没有成为你有生之年的骄傲 [01:54.76]如若继续贪图享乐 那我对你的承诺 [01:57.75]何时才能兑现呢 [01:59.06] [01:59.38]谢谢你们对我的包容忍耐 [02:01.34]让我不再 荒谬无知 [02:03.41]原地等待 [02:04.53]现在保证 不让家人受到伤害 [02:06.11] [02:08.63] [02:09.01]编曲/混音/母带:GOUKI