To  my  girl  qiao.
So  this  time.
I  am  the  one  to  blame.
The  last  time.
I  almost  drowned.
But  did  not  feel  the  same.
And  now  I  am  holding  all  the  pain.
And  I  still  I  remember  how  I  hurt  myself  when  I  shut  this  all  away.
This  time.
The  world  can  hear
Cuz  I ＇m  screaming  on  the  floor.
I  feel  so  far  away.
From  healing.
Someone  step  me  back  inside.
Step  me  back  inside  of  me.
This  time.
The  voice  is  screaming,
The  screams  in  me.
Silently.
I  don't  want  to  leave
I  know  I  am.
Wanting  this  to  change.
＇Cuz  this  time.
I ＇m  come  too  far.
Again  I ＇ve  run  away.
And  I  know.
The  ends  not  far  away.
＇Cuz  I  still  remeber  how  I  hurt  myself  when  I  shut  this  all  away,
This  time.
The  world  can  hear
＇Cuz  I ＇m  screaming  on  the  floor.
I  feel  so  far  away.
From  healing.
Someone  step  me  back  inside.
Step  me  back  inside  of  me.
This  time.
The  voice  is  screaming,
The  screams  in  me.
Silently.
（Screams  in  me）
（Oh）
This  time.
The  world  can  hear
＇Cuz  I ＇m  screaming  on  the  floor.
I  feel  so  far  away.
From  healing.
Someone  step  me  back  inside.
Step  me  back  inside  of  me.
This  time.
The  voice  is  screaming,
The  screams  in  me.
（Screams  in  me）
Silently.