作曲 : Jardine, Rockman, Salvaggio ... I REMEMBER ALL THE TI MES YOU ST ARED AT ME AND YOU TO LD ME I WA S SOMETHIN G TO BE PR OUD OF TOO K A WALK T O THE CORN ER STORE I N 85 AND A GAIN IN 86 87 I GOT HIGH FOR THE FI RST TIME 88 IT WAS MY FAVORITE P ASTIME 89 I WAS INCH ES FROM TH E MAINLINE ON DIVINE I扢 DOING F INE THIS B EAST DOESN扵 LET ME GO IT扴 MAKING ME FEEL SO STRONG I扢 TRYING TO RE-CREATE INSANITY F EEL SO STR ONG PUT MY SELF IN A PROGRAM OF RECOVERY S AW ANOTHER SIDE OF LI FE THAT WA S BEAUTIFU L IT ALLOW ED ME TO I NCORPORATE A WAY OF L IFE THAT W AS MEANING FUL TO YOU BUT YOU CA N NEVER LE T GO OF TH E PAST SOM ETIMES THE WINNER IS REALLY DEA D LAST I K NOW I扢 CLE AN BUT MY MIND IS SO FILTHY, SO BEAUTIFUL DON扵 RUSH ME I扢 FRAG ILE I WON扵 BARK BUT I扡 L BIT BACK AND I扡L AT TACK DO YO U BELONG? I扸E BEEN T RYING TO G ET OVER BE ING GOD BU T IT扴 JUST TOO MUCH F UN TO CONT ROL