It's easier to act as a clown and pretend to know nothing pretend to know nothing Although I want you to hold your hand, I won't look back on your Feelings I cover the happiness's skin and turn around to everyone I can't be nice or hold anyone in my arms anymore I borrowed someone's words and forced myself to repaint my Feelings,repaint my Feelings I suddenly had no idea of my true self, Even in solitude , I continue to deceive myself deceive myself!!! Let me sleep Let me sleep in the darkness tonight,If repentance is all pardon Let me sleep in the darkness tonight I borrowed someone's words and forced myself to repaint my Feelings,repaint myFeelings I suddenly had no idea of my true self, Even in solitude , I continue to deceive myself deceive myself Video of my childhood The other side of the screen my mother called my name A voice that was kind and genuine, Tighten me now! Tighten me now,Tighten me now,Tighten me now,Tighten me now!!! I borrowed someone's words and forced myself to repaint my Feelings,repaint my Feelings Even in solitude , I continue to deceive myself, deceive myself