These bare walls hold a familiar theme In this my home and happy hell The pain I've seen within this empty dream Locked and barred inside myself Caged and leashed and smothered in fear So round and round the chamber spins You can sink or swim in a sea of tears But the walls keep closing in In the aftertaste In the aftertaste In the aftertaste No where to run and no where to hide Disobey and it's the back of the fist Raped and tortured from the inside With my dignity lost in every hit I just had to be something, I had to be someone But I'm overcome by my own self-doubt Now where's my freedom, where's my life? Where's my God, where's my way out? In the aftertaste In the aftertaste In the aftertaste, yeah It's so dark inside, I can't breath inside I can't move inside now fade away